Heavy Heart

There's No Place Like Home

"Now I know I have a heart... because it's breaking."
- The Tinman, Wizard of Oz

I've spent most of my life thinking God took FOREVER to do stuff. It's His timing, right? But sometimes things happen so quickly (usually to other people) that you're left breathless and befuddled. This is where I am now, a little dazed at the rapidity of how God has knocked down each barrier to the moving on of two of the most amazing people I know: Pastor Steve and Tricia. They are finally going "home" to the Pacific NW, where at least Tricia's heart has been for quite a while (indeed, did it ever leave?).

Of course, their hearts have been here too, as their dedication and integrity in ministry after ministry has shown. But while I am happy for them that this is finally happening for them, it's really hard to see them go. For as little as I've had the chance to see them in the last couple of years, knowing that my IHOP "conferences" with Tricia and the occasional dinner at their place (and soon at mine!) is coming to an end, it's heart-breaking. I hate how relationships have to change - because I know this one will. I'm sure we'll keep tabs on each other, but it's never the same. *deep sigh*

But... it's not about me. It's about God's glory, and the plans He has for each of us. We were in each other's lives for a reason (mostly, they were in my life as incredible mentors and friends), and now God expects us to move on, move forward, taking those experiences into the next ways He has for us to serve. And that is truly exciting.

So, Tricia and Pastor Steve, blessings to you as you continue your journey westward, homeward (aren't we all journeying homeward?), and your next big adventure. You have my love, prayers, a place to visit if you ever want to return to Ohio (no comments, please, Tricia! ha, ha), and a promise from me that somehow, someway, I will get out to see you eventually. (You can't get rid of me so easily!)

I love you both! (Oh, and Ian, too!) ;-)