Alarmed and Dangerous (Dangerously Lazy)

Aaargh. I hate the fact that I'm inconsistent. It translates into me being unreliable, and I hate to think that I cause my friends and family pause before they ask me to contribute to something.

Take, for instance, this blog. Though I post more regularly to it than any of my friends (listed on the right) do to their blogs, I am - by FAR - the least reliable person in real life than any of them. And, "more regular" or not, I still cannot seem to post everyday for more than a few days.

This is the same issue I have with my far-less-than-daily devotions. I walk with G-d everyday - I just end up walking with blinders on and ear plugs in most days. I deliberately choose the snooze button over pouring into prayer and study. Why? WHY?!!!!!

I use the snooze button everywhere. I wait until the last possible moment to take action, then work feverishly to accomplish something. Procrastination should be my middle name, not Faith.

The problem is either over-committing or not committing at all. Good Lord, I suppose I can be thankful I'm not married. I'd make a horrible wife.